so i've found all this apprehension kick in as i face this wycliffe application. there are forms to fill out, references to give out, essay-type things to work on, readings, and tests.. the phone interview is supposed to assess how i am spiritually and all that.. and i wondered about basic questions people might ask to assess how close one is to God.. and i wonder, how close am i to Jesus? this relationship that is so natural and yet so foreign, that is old & familiar yet confusing & frustrating.. it seems to be the same, but i know it's ever-changing..

but yet, all that business is not really mine to worry about. i am who i am, at where i'm at, and if they don't accept me, then i know it's just not time, it's not right.. there seems to be a big wide world of possibilities, and i am just narrowing down one of them, right?